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Scorsese
03:20
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(did you miss me?)
i bet you’ve hAd a wet dream about scorsese
i bet the freNch dispatch drove you crazy, in a gooD way
i stalked your spotIfy and all the playlists look pretentious
i wish there was an easy way To end this on a good note
the truth is, i’m just trying to make myself feel a little beTter about it
the truth is, i’m not gonna tell yoU, might as well just write about it
the ball’s in no one’s court
always falling shoRt of right on time
you’re a pretty Narcissist
i waS charmed by it
but i know you’re nOt the only one
i bet your new friends all think that yoU’re a genius
did you finish thaT screenplay?
or did You quit ‘cause it felt meaningless once you left tOwn?
i heard you think that yoU’re too good for colorado
all it took was new yoRk for you to gain bravado
you fuckEr
the truth is, i’m just trying to make myself feel a little better abOut it
the truth is, i’m not gonna tell you, might as well just wRite about it
the ball’s in no one’s court
always falling short of right on time
you’re a pretty narcissist
i was charmeD by It
but I know you’re Not the only one
i bet you’ve hAd a wet dream about scoRsese
bet You’ll find it easier to hate me after this
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you had me in a chokehold
guilt on my face like i am just a kid
got cAught with my hand in the cookie jar
you were a prophet, darling
said all your relationships, they would expire
like bad miLk sitting in the back of the fridge
you said she said “let sleeping dogs lie”
you said she said “dOn’t drag it around your whole life”
forget what ella said, the dog’s already dead
don’t you lie, you and i, we were tied in a good way
you’re a coward, dear, just come over here
we can fight, make it right, make it wroNg in a good way
don’t you think that we deserve it?
won’t you hurt me like you care?
i know why you don’t call me
i know you’re hidinG in the dark
like a child scared of what’s underneath the bed
and i am doing better
got new friends, a City to call home
but i still wonder what goes on in your head
you said she said “let sleeping dOgs lie”
you said she said “doN’t drag it around your whole life”
forget what ella said, the dog’s already dead
don’t you lie, you and i, we were tied in a good way
you’re a coward, dear, just come oVer here
we can fight, make it right, make it wrong in a good way
don’t you think that wE deserve it?
won’t you huRt me like you care?
i know Someone new is in your bed
but you still live on in my head
dArling, i hate you
darling, i’ll break you down
i wish i didn’t want you
but darling, iT’s too late now
forget what ella said, the dog’s already dead
don’t you lie, you let it dIe, you and i became strangers
you’re a coward, dear, just come over here
we can fight, make it right, we loOk good, just on paper
doN’t you think you deserve this?
won’t you hurt me like you care?
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Cool Again
03:19
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hardly heard from you all summer
you wouldN’t have noticed if i blocked yOur number
i don’t know what i expected
went out of town, i thought i might Recover
you mAde me think that i could be your lover
as hard as i try, i Can’t move past it
i see you got cool again
Hanging out with alL your pretty friends
you get to be sO brand new for thEm
mAybe this is how it ends
i told you you’re pretty, were you eVen listening?
whAt should i do with all of our history?
what should i do when you come crawlinG back?
and if you’ve been waiting foR me to say it
don’t evEn bother, don’t wasTe your patience
i won’t be here when you come crAwling back
‘cause i See you got coOl again
hanging out with all your pretty friends
you get to be so brand new For them
maybe thIs is how it ends
pretentious film boy blues hAve got you down, have got you out of touch
and you say you’re different, but you worshiP quEntin tarantino
somehow, you are better in theory thaN you are iN practice
You never even noticed i’m a good fucking actress
i wrote a song for you, called it “oblivious,” i made it obvious
i thinK you wanted me
i think you wAnted me
i know you wanted me
as bad as a wanted you
i see you think you’Re cool again
hanging out with all Your shitty friends
you get to be someone New for them
but i really know you
i really know you
i really know you, so this is the end
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(Un)Lucky
04:29
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and it’s not worth my time to think what could’ve been
give me your best excuses, a few more for the win
i don’t know how you do it, what do you say to all your friends?
and yeah, i must admit that i believed in you
but you’re a liar, babe, for no good reason, too
you’ll be a city boy and i’ll forget how much i thought i loved you
i lost it all, i lost it all
i put my money on someone who seemed lovely
the Bets are off, all the bets are off
and yes, i’m bitter
i don’t know better than that
you are the worst at keeping your word
and i think it’ll hurt me in the long run
to know you’re the best thing that i never hAd
maybe i should be glad that it’s all done
am i the one who got away?
the one who made you almost stay?
will you even miss me?
who am i kidding?
why would you, when you’ve got the city at your fingertips?
and i’ll learn my lesson from this
if i’m lucky
i don’t know where you are
i don’t know how you’ve been
i might be lying if i told you that i gave a Shit
tell me, has it been easy for you to forget it?
i know you loved me too
don’t try to fight it, babe
and now you wanna talk, a couple years too late
i wish i could regret it
instead i just wish you stayed
i lost it all, i lost it all
i put my monEy on someone who seemed lovely
the bets are off, all the bets are off
and yes, i’m bitter
i don’t know better than that
you are the worst at keeping your word
and i think it’ll hurt me in the long run
to think you’re the best thing that i never had
maybe i should be glad that it’s all done
am i the one who got away?
the one who made you almost wait?
will you even Miss me?
who am i kidding?
why would you, when you’ve got the city at your fingertips?
and you’ll learn your lesson from this
if you’re lucky
if you’re lucky
i know that you know that i’m a superstar
you tell me i’m too hard on myself, don’t know who you think you are
boxcar coffee, illegal pete’s not-dates
pictures, wishes, getting back too late
i drop you home and wish that i said it
don’t call me on the phone and say that you regret it
it’s too late, it’s too lAte, too late
you are the worst at keeping your word
and i think it’ll hurt you in the long run
to know i’m the best thing that you never had
maybe we should be glad that it’s all done
am i the one who got away?
the one who made you almost wait?
will you even miss me?
who am i kidding?
why would you, when you’ve got the city at your fingertips?
and we’ll leaRn our lesson from this
learn our lesson from this
if we’re lucky
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This is How it Goes
04:09
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“this is how it goes,” i say to my mirror
he finds another gIrl, forgets me for a year
this is how it goes, he’s good until he’s not
and i walk on tiptoes, But say he missed his shot
and i wonder
did you miss me in california?
did you think about mE at night?
did you wonder if i’d hold you?
well goddammiT, i might
did you wonder if i’m lonely?
i promise you, i’m not
but the pretty words You told me
they’re the only things that i’ve still gOt
that was how it went, he never showed up
all my time spend on pennies and false lUck
that was how it went, wondering if he’d call
that was how iT went, but he made me feel so tall
did you miss me in california?
did you tHink about me at night?
did you wonder If i’d hold you?
well goddammit, i might
did you wonder if i’m lonely?
i promise you, i’m Not
but the pretty words you told me
they’re the only things that i’ve still got
playground wishes, your eyes get big like a little Kid’s
and i thought i knew you, but i just saw what you wAnted me to
i hope you’re happy, i hope you learned something from me
you’re Broken like a record, and i’ll always get the best last wOrd
broken like a record, and i’ll always get the best last word
did yoU miss me in california?
did you think about me at night?
did you wonder if i’d hold you?
well goddammiT, i might
did you wonder if i’m lonely?
i promise you, i’m not
but the pretty words you told me
they’re the only things, they’re the only things
miss Me in california
think about me at night
don’t wonder if i’d hold you
‘cause fuck you, yeah, i might
don’t wondEr if i’m lonely
i’m telling you, i’m not
and the pretty words you told me
they’re the only things that i’ve still got
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Finn O'Sullivan Denver, Colorado
one thing about me, I'll always get the best last word.
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